Tuesday, September 16, 2014

Three years later...

First post in almost three years. Not going to get too into it tonight. Its been...a long day. Not a bad day mind you, just a long one. In fact, I'm going to keep it short and to the point.

Here's to mending bridges.

"Goodbye my friends, to hell with the sorrow, we have made amends." -Sixx:A.M. Goodbye My Friends.

A copy of my final Facebook post, for anyone who didn't see it before I hit the kill switch...

"Alright, here we go. My final Facebook post of all time. This next hour, is your last chance to tell me anything you want. I've done some fucked up shit in my life. Destroyed friendships, ruined lives, and been the living essence of evil at times. I don't feel that I've done a lot of good in my life, I don't care if you agree with me on that or not. I don't feel like a good person, and I blame it partially on Facebook. This site has made it so easy for me to take shots at people with the simple click of a button. Most of those people are gone now, just ash in the wind of the wasteland that I've created around me. There are a few, however, who are still here. To those people I would like to apologize from the deepest crevices of this battle-torn heart. While it was my intention to hurt you at the time, I shouldn't have. How you've managed to not kill me is beyond my ability to comprehend. The rest of you, the ones I haven't hurt, you're either good friends to me, or just good acquaintances. Either way, thank you for tolerating my shit. I've had my ups and downs, and most of you know that it's been mostly downs. What a lot of you don't know, is how much I miss seeing you. I feel like this website has completely destroyed the need for you to see me, because I've become so accustomed to posting so many of the details of my life. From now on, I'll be posting a blog every so often with small updates. (http://burningtheillusion.blogspot.com/) This is mostly for the people in my life who live out of state or out of the country. It might be angry at times. It will surely be violent, and passionate as well. If you don't want to see it. Don't look. I'm attempting to rebuild my life, and hopefully improve it. It's going to be a slippery slope, I'm sure to fall down, and get pissed off. Please don't leave me though. I'm going to need those of you who are left. So here we go, just a short time from now, it all goes down the drain.
P.S. Don't read into the song too literally, just figuratively."

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